20 January 2007

awakening

i was overtaken by the "need" for a run today. i can't remember the
last time i ran, nor can i remember the last time i ever really
desired to go for a run. it was not fun, it was not easy and it
wasn't even very long, yet it awoke something inside of me. a person
of years past, an awakening of part of me i have denied, stunted and
buried for too long...

4 comments:

  1. Anonymous11:34

    this posting makes me smile. It reminds me of your first summer on LBBC summer staff.

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  2. Anonymous16:12

    where do you go from there kerry?? what does that awakened part mean??

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  3. that first summer was a long, long time ago. i feel like such a different person now.

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  4. i have no idea what that awakened part means. it's been a big theme in my life the last few weeks, and i think the run highlighted it so much because it is impossible to ignore your pounding heart when your body is working like that. this year has been a lot of heart work for me and i think all that struggle (mirrored in the struggle of a run) is starting to bring new life to this body...

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